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Julie Roehm's avatar

What a perfect description of that experience. When I had my spinal fusion last November, I was very happy to get off pain meds. Pain is a real, gritty practice-"I didn't say 'easy'"...What helped was focusing on what didn't hurt-not easy. Thoughtful ending-needing fox and chicken. Again, thank you, Amrita.

Amrita Skye Blaine's avatar

Thank you, Julie! I was so surprised by where this poem went--it is wholly true that poems have a life of their own. When the birds showed up, I was, "whaaaaa?"

I hope your fusion was successful, and that you aren't in pain anymore.

Julie Roehm's avatar

Thank you, Amrita. The fusion was successful and I am healing well. I go back for my first yearly post-op in 6 weeks. I love your sharing your process. Being surprised ike that is just wonderful!

Amrita Skye Blaine's avatar

What good news! I'm thrilled for you. I'm desperately trying to avoid surgery....

Julie Roehm's avatar

I hear you. Holding you in my heart as you navigate this!

Amrita Skye Blaine's avatar

Bless you for that! MRI tomorrow. Report by Friday. Steroid epidural injection October 7th, in the afternoon. My third or fourth, but the others were at L4/5. Not fun, but only for a minute. I always ask for Valium.... somehow, needles into my spine freaks me out.

Julie Roehm's avatar

Good luck with the MRI! The whole process is a practice, isn't it? I will be thinking of you. With metta,

J